A Skype Conversation weeks ago.

28Sep08

As doubt creeps into my heart and I hear myself questioning and asking why I made this decision to leave home,

I remember what you said to me when I asked you a critical question doubting myself and when I was almost breaking down:

You said:

I will support you.

It drove tears to my eyes. Despite my mistakes: petty or grave, I know I can count on you to rebuke me when necessary, listen to me, uplift me and share with me. I know I can trust you, so thank you.

And as I constantly think about all the foolish mistakes and decisions I made, I remember your words which are not empty at all.

I ask myself when I will actually begin to make decisions that reflect my eternal citizenship or my pledged allegiance:

where do I go from here?

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